The dark cloud that has sunk over my life has brought mainly rejection. I can't find friends in real life. I can't find a date on dating websites. I can't even give it away on a sex site. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I so repulsive that no one would even feign interest? I thought the dark brooder was supposed to be sexy. I think I'm reasonably attractive. 5'11, 165 lbs, 32 in waist, dark hair, gray-brown eyes. Guess I'm just meant to be alone.
I looked into joining the Army before college. I was even rejected there. Now though, that might be a good thing.
Thinking back, I've only been hit on one time. It was at work, and I was standing around, trying to look busy. A guy came up to me and started asking me some questions, winked at me a few times, even touched my arm in that subtle way like he wanted something more than surface conversation. At the time, I was too shocked to do anything. Looking back, I wonder what would have happened...I'm still waiting for a girl to blatantly hit on me.
In case you couldn't tell, I really don't care who the other person is. I try not to see the world in black and white. So long as you're honest and reasonably attractive (I have relatively low standards when it comes to attractiveness), you pretty much have a shot with me.
The married man keeps stalking me. I still don't do dentures. It kind of felt good to be the one to do the rejecting, but not good enough to understand why it keeps happening to me.
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Hey Mikey, I'm just curious about something here. You mentioned that you wanted feedback on this, but I'm curious as to what kind.
I've never known anyone that did this sort of online blog role play sort of story, so I feel kind of like a chicken with its head cut off on how to approach comments. :P
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Hey Stephie,
I want feedback in several areas. One, believability. Obviously, everything is not happening to me, (or is not me at all). I'm trying to make this realistic, but towards the bad side of realism. As I said in the beginning, it's supposed to be dark. Advice on dark humor and irony would also be appreciated. Finally, anything you feel like saying would good too. Counter dialogue might also be cool, even as a starting point for a new post. Hope this helps!
i like the bit about the only person you is into the character is basically bizarre and repulsive. it rings true (at least to someone used to being hit on by creeps).
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