Not a Happy Story...

I hope you're not looking for a happy story. God knows I could use one right about now, but as I don't believe in Him, I don't see one in my near future. There are too many happy stories out right now. They sicken me sometimes. The guy always gets the girl, the hero always wins, good over evil and all that BS. Where the hell is real life? They try to show it in the gritty teenage angst books where everyone is always so whiny cause their life is so hard. Big f'ing deal. Try real life. Try a story where the main character doesn't have movie star looks, or the potential to be rich or famous. This isn't meant to be a boo hoo pity me type of crap. This is just how it is. So, where do I begin?

Life has never been easy. I'm sure you know that. You're life can't have been a walk in the park. If it was, screw off and don't talk to me. Go live your happy little life in la-la land.

Now, after college, life seems to really blow. I'm stuck in a job with little chance of advancement in my own company. So here I am, making minimum wage, stuck with my parents in a living hell. Could life get any shittier?

I'm sure it will. After all, I have some time to live yet. Well, I suppose I have some time yet. After all, the world could end tomorrow and we'd all be none the wiser. I say bring it on. Yet, as there's a good chance that won't happen, perhaps my own world should end sooner than later. We shall see how the future progresses.

As I said, this isn't supposed to be a sob story for me. I'm not looking for your pity. Too many people walk around wanting and giving pity out like it's free money or some shit. Take this for what it is, and be grateful. I'm not out to prove anything, nor out to have someone "save me from myself". I've dug my own hole, and I'll either find a way out, or I'll lay down and die.

So, you think you're still interested in what I have to say? Then read on. If not, put this down and go screw yourself. I didn't like you anyways.